Have you ever met a person who are similar to you? Whom you are ready to notch with ax but without who you can't live? When you met this person you thought: "WTF?Who is this?Chinese?She is a stupid girl" ,but after month of communication you can't be far away from her, you understand that she is yours. It's like to find a part of you, which complements you.
When you understand that you found a friend about whom you dreamed and she is from another country, you begin to think about destiny.
You know that studying in that university and at that department was'nt your dream..just the same situation she has..But it happened and you met her in that f*cking university. And you thank God for such a priceless gift.
That feeling when she says  that she whants to study in another country that she is tired of all these shit..
And its just stupid to discourage her from this decision, because you know "it is exactly what she wants,it's her dream" and you know that dreams should come to life.
Im writing like a lesbian))haha. Don't think so
It's just that feeling when you found a potential friend, whom you can loose.